2021.10.16 07:39 tangofoxtrot8 When did you realize your body was getting older?
2021.10.16 07:39 DJ-BIG_PENIS What's the best & worst map(s) in your personal opinion?
2021.10.16 07:39 baddie_13 Can someone post a condo or send me one I wanna get fucked (I'm a girl)
2021.10.16 07:39 Host-- Hi, does anyone know if a 10E wire is identical in shape to a 12DD?
2021.10.16 07:39 pillarmantheme Love the game, but is there any point in playing offensive casters?
Just venting some frustration. I’ve given Nenio, Ember, and Daeran all of the spell penetration, spell focus, and mythic spell penetration feats. I also chose the improved halo that buffs caster checks to overcome spell resistance as well as items for all of them that do the same…..it’s still a toss up as to whether a spell they cast will actually go through or not. Most of the time it just seems like it’s legitimately not worth the spell slot instead of spending it on party buffs. I’m playing on normal mode if it matters?
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2021.10.16 07:39 quote_emperor cartolina-aforisma-primo-levi-3
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2021.10.16 07:39 Ter_Scam_Job_Offers Do recruiters even have heartbeats
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2021.10.16 07:39 urajerknotajoker I don't care if it gets worse. I also don't care if you loved every second of it.
FTM and first time poster on this sub. Almost starting the second trimester.
Today my husband and I took a short car trip with my MIL to see some mountains. After being in the car for 2 and a half hours I asked to stop at a bathroom at a scenic overlook. The first one didn't have any, but I was fine, and my MIL suggested going in the bushes with the car next to me to shield me from strangers. Nah. It can't shield me from her and I really don't have to go that badly. She was trying to be empathetic but if I cheerfully say I can wait for the next stop, I can wait for the next stop.
We get to a little toilet about 20 min later and go, which is a relief but again not a huge deal. She gets back into the car and says how wonderful it feels now that we've peed after holding it for so long. Ok. I say "yep." She tells me, "It's hard to hold it for that long. And it only gets worse!" I've heard that line so many times and am over it. I don't need people telling me it gets worse aka that I should be worrying more. I'm reading the ACOG book, I know my stuff, I'm taking care of myself, and I'll deal with any rough parts as they come up.
I'm doing this new thing with my therapist where I deal with stressful situations by giving a response that isn't my normal pattern. So this time instead of keeping the peace by saying, "haha yeah I've heard it gets pretty bad!" I said, "I'm actually not worrying about how things will be in the rest of my pregnancy, I'm just taking each day as it comes and enjoying it as much as I can."
So then she switched gears and told me "oh yes I loved every moment of mine." Which somehow seems to contradict what she has already told me about her pregnancy but I guess now if she can't make me dread the months ahead at least she can compete with me for who was happier about their pregnancy???
This isn't an isolated incident with her or with other moms I talk with.
I don't care if you want me to worry more. And I don't need an experienced voice to tell me I should hate pregnancy like you did. I'm planning ahead but I'm not about to steal today's joy (or make today's vomit worse) by worrying about how much worse it'll be in the future.
And I don't care if you had a great pregnancy. Good for you. If we're talking about you I'll be happy for you. If you only respond to my experiences with how much better yours was, I'm stepping out of the competition because it's a stupid one.
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2021.10.16 07:39 Edgar690 Selling this amboy thot’s nudes. HMUU
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2021.10.16 07:39 FortniteRatgeber Wieviele Katzen wohl nur wegen diesem Film gekauft wurden?
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2021.10.16 07:39 CelestialTheGod Check out my new 12 Minute Gameplay Video with my NEW Editor!!
2021.10.16 07:39 TheYzzyBunnyPro Redditors of Reddit, why?
2021.10.16 07:39 Akramii I’ve been growing it since January of this year, just wanted to show the preogress
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2021.10.16 07:39 JsusTr I am looking for someone to support me financially to help my family and in return I am willing to support you when you need it and give you a good talk and support but nothing beyond that nothing sexual and I am not willing to make any payment to earn your trust or to be included in any payroll
2021.10.16 07:39 edanixl Porsche 911 Carrera S
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2021.10.16 07:39 g_ricko89 🔥Rainbow Eucalyptus trees.
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2021.10.16 07:39 mentallyillLMAO a lovely vent since idk how to confide in real life people :)
so I'm a fantastic, wonderful, amazing actual 17-yo what a surprise. like legally a child. who is actually like being treated for a (currently unknown/unnamed) dissociation disorder which includes having an "inside", and I just fucking found out that if any of my "alters" that I have deliberately have fooled my therapist, successfully, into telling my parents that nothing is "wrong with me" all because they're trying really hard to hide. like-- I didn't even know this was happening and now I find out about it?? wtf??? why????
Not to mention, the whole fake disorder thing has been really fucking with my head because now I'm starting to think my experiences are invalid bc they don't present the same as "anybody else" even though I know for a fact these people are faking. Like it makes no fucking sense BUT Y'KNOW, MY BRAIN IS A FUCKING DUMBASS I GUESS.
God it sucks to have an inside and not know what the fuck your disorder is called-- like why is this a trend.
like for me personally, my "alters" (I tend to call them the others, but y'know. terminology or some shit) are just representations of overwhelming emotions (which tends to be everything since I'm highly sensitive or some shit. It sucks ass tbh) and traumatic experiences that I could never get over. like ffs, one of them literally exists just to be sad and cry and shit because I physically cannot cry-- so that's fucking trauma for you. I love that so much for me. :) It's actually terrifying. I hate this so much. My body moves on its own sometimes, my mouth says things I would never say, and sometimes I'll find pictures I never took or notes that I never wrote-- homework I never did. It's fucking terrifying to wake up and not know if I took my meds or not that day because I can't remember shit. I'm so out of touch with reality that I don't even know if I've eaten because I can't feel hunger most days. I can't drive because I lose so much time (ffs, I somehow damaged my car before people were concerned that my dissociation was serious). I can't fucking listen to certain songs because it leads me into a flashback that makes me hide for days. Some days I can't remember over a year ago, while others I remember when I was in 2nd grade.
It fucking sucks. It's terrifying. I am a fucking child. I may not seem like one to some people (fucking adults treating me like I was an adult when I was a little kid), but I am a child. I haven't graduated high school. I haven't gotten my first car. I haven't applied for colleges. I haven't done shit. I'm literally.. a child. So why do I have to deal with this??? I don't want to deal with this. I want to be a regular teenager with a regular life. I just want my life to make sense. I don't wanna wake up in the morning not knowing if I didn't take my meds. I don't want to suddenly fucking teleport to a completely different location and have to act like nothing is wrong. I don't wanna fall asleep not knowing if I'll be present the next day. I don't wanna live like this. But it's all I fucking know. Adapt and survive. God, I wish I could do anything else.
I thought it was normal to experience all this, but it's not. And now all I want to be is normal. I don't want to be here. I fucking hate it. I don't want to have my brain split into pieces. I don't want to be confused about my identity. I don't want to look in the mirror and for some reason think that everything looks wrong. I don't want to be constantly confused. I don't want to find my fucking bank account used for some random shit that isn't worth it in the long run. (300$ on a MOBILE GAME? WHAT THE FUCK??? WHY??????) I can't do anything without having to think about the what ifs. I don't want to have to think about every little thing that may or may not happen when I blank out. I don't want to have to write myself a whole schedule and take note of everything I do on a day so that I know what gaps I have in my memory. I don't want to have to do that, but I have to in order to fucking function and try to actually have a life. Why why why why WHY?? I DON'T WANT THIS AT ALL. I'M LOSING MY SHIT OVER THIS AND I FEEL DUMB FOR DOING IT.
I just want it to end.
These past 4 months have been absolute hell ever since my old therapist realized the severity of my dissociation. I want to live in bliss, when I could cope since this was "normal". I may have not been happier without the happy pills, but at least I was ignorant. I wish it would just stop.
On the bright side, I guess I am high functioning person considering all the shit I deal with day to day, and have to keep rolling with it so that I won't be suspicious. (Says the same person who a year ago was scared shitless to leave the house to the point it may as well have been agoraphobia.... Yeah... High functioning. Sure. Pff...)
Why do people want to experience this. It's so fucking horrible. It's actually just. Horrible. Is it so hard to just be a decent person and leave already hurting people alone? I hate my generation so much. We fucking suck. We're dooming ourselves. Why couldn't we just stay the tide pod eating generation instead of whatever the fuck this shit show is?
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2021.10.16 07:39 MediaTrafficOrg Texas Senate Passes Bill Stating Trans Athletes Will Have To Go By Their Birth Certificate When It Comes To Teams
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2021.10.16 07:38 Opoyiss Taliban to announce secondary school for girls: UN official
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2021.10.16 07:38 dwgvictory ShowMaker is the best player in Worlds, Plus he is very handsome guy!
He is definitely outstanding and dominating player, and he has handsome look and voice of sweet candy Many fans, especially girls, will love him so much. Don't you think so?
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2021.10.16 07:38 andrewsartduchy Who’s excited for DUNE! Old piece of mine from 2014
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2021.10.16 07:38 fuzzyhippo26 650 Postgame Show
Does anyone know if it is possible to listen to a recording of the Sportsnet 650 postgame show online? I used to enjoy listening to these after games but now I can only find the pre game show and full game. Anyone know if it is anywhere online? Thanks for the help!
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2021.10.16 07:38 AlgorithmsArePplToo Flying an electric plane in the US?
Is there any club/rental place in the US that has an electric plane (pipistrel alpha for example) that they will let you fly? Along with one of their pilots of course.
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2021.10.16 07:38 kmmreddit Warning! Warning!
Medicare Open Enrollment is now until December 15.
We're going to seeing this every 6 minutes, on every channel.
And, his 'It's FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!' sidekick.
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2021.10.16 07:38 partyatsunrise Help me name this piece, OC
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